Here is a poem I wrote a couple of months ago.

I got to feel and it was painful,

I got to feel and it was scarey,
I got to feel and it was wonderful,

I got to feel,
I got to feel,

I got to feel and it woke me up,
I got to feel and it cleared my head,
I got to feel and it made me laugh again,

I got to feel,
I got to feel,

I got to feel and it shook my world,
I got to feel and it gave me a voice,
I got to feel and it is now scaring those around me,

I got to feel,
I got to feel,

I got to feel and now it is hiding,
I got to feel and the firewall is on,
I got to feel and I have worries I have lost it,

I got to feel,
I got to feel,

I feel the anxiety & fear,
I feel strength I didn't have before,
I feel lighter and clearer,
I feel I can do this,
I feel a new sense of love surrounding me,
I feel uncertainty yet excitement about the future,
I feel grateful so grateful,
I feel I am feeling something,
I feel comfort that even if I don't feel this 100%, that is ok.

I get to feel,
I get to feel